whine whine whine.|26.01.04|11:15 am
only adding an entry cos i'm bored stiff and i'm trying very hard to stay awake. no lessons today cos they're celebrating cny. so weird, to celebrate after the hols, but whatever. i had to sit through a damn boring concert just now, and the worst part was having to stay awake. i've spent the last i dunno how many years either sleeping through such concerts, or talking to friends, or smsing or, doing something. and those concerts were all waaaay more interesting than this primary school cny concert. my goodness. i kept dozing off. and i was squished in between serious-like teachers so i was trying so hard to stay awake. and then the kids kept looking at me.. they must've been laughing at ms goh who keeps falling asleep. oh well. just very tired and sian. and i can't seem to get the breathing right for vocal lessons which really gets to me cos i can't do anything else if i don't get that. oh and thanks to the wonderful weather i'm sick again. like i was just abt to get better and wham it rains for days on end, and everywhere is so cold even with a sweater. sorry i'm just going on and on and on, i'm very bored, very tired, very sleepy, and also didn't even intend to type anything so.. yup i'm sorry. you don't have to read this if you don't want to you know. so anyway, i really need to pack my room dammit. get my life in order, all that shit that i talk abt all the time that i always say i'm gonna do but i never do. i'm starting to think that once i get my room packed up ma will be happier with me and let me do what i want more. the past week has been happyfying though, for reasons a few know and most don't. haha. duh. i don't feel like giving an account of what happened and i don't think you're really interested. i think i need to get more sleep. thanks to nathan who's been constantly bugging me to sleep early. really admire his..i dunno. determination? heh. everyday i get some variation of a why aren't you sleeping yet!! type of msg. so yes i must really make that effort to stick to my "new year" resolution of sleeping earlier and getting more rest. ah the bell has rung. which means another half hour before i go face the kids. i need to slap myself out of this sian mood so that i don't sianify their day. and i haven't figured out what to do with them yet (i was under the impression that there are no lessons today but now apparently there are after 11am. doh.). whoever has actually put up with my whining until here really deserves a prize. so leave a comment or sth so i know who to give prizes to. hmm in that case i should whine abit more to make it harder to get the prize. whinewhinewhine. sighsighsigh. hahahaha =] ok, now you can leave a comment if you have survived thus far.
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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong |
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in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25 |
with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past
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of my life
rae's to-do list!i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.
rae's driving schedule |
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to my past
new home. - 01.09.04whoa. - 26.08.04 what came over me. - 18.08.04 too soon. - 12.08.04 :D - 10.08.04 |