5 consecutive periods of music = a very VERY pissed off and unhappy rae.

the school is so bloody disorganised. i'm never informed about anything or know about anything. i almost broke down in the middle of the day. the one thing i hate most is not knowing what's going on (especially so if it involves/concerns me). but then i spotted 3F out of the corner of my eye and they were so happy to see me the only thing i could do was smile back at them. i shouted in every single class today. and scolded like nobody's business. even 3F. felt like shit. cos they're my favourite class and i love them and they love me and i had to ruin it today by shouting at them. (3F has an unusally high concentration of cute boys!!! hahaha) i really hope i didn't hurt my throat from the shouting cos my vocal teacher warned me about that and my throat was very painful when i shouted at the last class. it still is now. oh just screw all of you.

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