while stef got asked out by so many guys on vday that she's having a tough time making a choice, the only "valentines" i got were from p2 and p3 GIRLS. haha oh well. it was really sweet of them. :) i got a pink rose today from one of my students (girl) too. but i can't find it now though i'm almost sure i left it on my table when i came back. of course my brain immediately makes the connection to PL and thinks mebbe she "stole" it but..don't think she's -that- psycho yet. haha. and mebbe i'm judging her too quickly, mebbe she's really just trying to be friends. -shrugs-

tomorrow, there's the georgetown interview at 2pm. i'm interview-phobic and i already had a problem understanding the girl's totally WEIRD (it's like warped-american) accent over the phone... but trust god that everything will go fine tomorrow. i better get enough rest tonight. then, sending wei an off at 6.30pm.. gonna miss him, in a weird way.. too troublesome to explain. then there's the XS event at elements.. hope i'll stil have the energy for that.

yesterday, watched along came polly with stef. man, it is hilarious!! i loved it. very good stress relieving show. and jennifer aniston is SO HOT. i wish i had her looks, her bod, her hair, everything! haha ok i sound like a total bimbo now. -ahem- as i was saying, it was a rather good show. there are so many movies i wanna watch all of a sudden!! i don't know if it's just that there're alot of good shows now, or that it's always been like that but i never took note cos i was schooling and didn't have the liberty to go out every/any day. i wanna watch mystic river, cold mountain (which i suspect his heavily censored since the rating changed from R(A) to NC-16), out of time (denzel washington!), troy, what else, what else. gosh that is alot!

oh i almost forgot, zach totally brightened my day just now. awwww. so sweet of him. hahaha. i'm not gonna disclose what he did so if you're like dying to know you can always ask. heh. and since i'm on the topic of sweet guys, i have to talk about albert. i know he'll prob never read this.. but thanks for the card dear!! the timing was perfect.. and you were so silly and sweet about it. :)

finally got to talk to amanda, my mentee, on sunday. so yup, i'm a mentor now! hahaha. kinda scary and exciting all at the same time.

met up with eikfeng on tues for coffee at wisma and ran into dennis (bian tai). had a really nice time just chatting and stuff.. it's the kinda thing where after you leave your friend you're still smiling and in your head you think "i'm glad i met up with him/her".. then went to the airport to treat shianni to dinner at swenson's!! my 2nd time eating at swenson's in my entire life. whoa. haha. we had bible study after that with stef.. was physically very very tired, but mentally still awake. hope my "tired body language" didn't offend shianni. i love bible study!

wednesday was supposed to be li-ou day but i was too tired and cranky so i went home straight after school instead (after taking a tour of upper bukit timah) and met up with him on thursday! heh i had a really fun time shopping together..but poor li-ou had to put up with my looooong stories once again.. hahaha!! hope she likes it, li-ou... you gotta tell me how it goes! :)

so yup i better get back to my college interview stuff.

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...
i will be here when you feel like being quiet
when you need to speak your mind
i will listen, and i will be here
when the laughter turns to crying
through the winning, losing and trying
we'll be together
cos i will be here
...
i will be here and you can cry on my shoulder
when the mirror tells us we're older
i will hold you, and i will be here
to watch you grow in beauty
and tell you all the things you are to me
i will be here
...
i will be true to the promise i have made
to you and to the One who gave you to me

[i will be here: steven curtis chapman]

one day, someone will sing this song to me and mean every single word. and i'll look into his eyes and all i'll see is love, not phileo love but agape love, and acceptance, and a lifetime of loving each other..

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