and since i'm on last night, it has to be one of the worst nights in my life ever. my mind just refused to settle and it kept spinning from one thought to another. which left me tossing and turning till 3am. then when i finally managed to doze off, i started hacking away. i practically coughed my guts out and i finally dragged myself out of bed (after admitting that the "sleep it off" method just was not working) at 4am to find the strepsils. caught some sleep, and ooooh it was 7am time to get up for work! sigh. if there was a prize for the most i-cannot-go-to-work-today-i'm-just-going-to-DIE person, i would definitely win it today. i'd also bag the i'm-totally-starving-GIVE-ME-FOOD-DAMMIT prize cos i felt so sick this morning that i had to skip breakfast.

bah. ok enough of all that. i shall come back and edit this when i'm happier (meaning, after lunch. -grin-)

EDIT: 9.57am
i forgot to mention last night. bbq for 6, 2 cars going off to siglap, dessert galore. it was great. :) despite being sick and all, i thoroughly enjoyed myself! thanks aless, yuanita, cheryl, francis and melvin for a night i'll always remember. francis' inability to start a fire (which pyromaniac me took over in doing), aless's "but you can't stab her with a spoon", cheryl's brazilian dancing, melvin's "i'm not good at screwing" (he meant to say skewering), yuanita's "get a tattoo on your breast lah", and so much so much more. though i've only known these pple for a little over 2 months, it's like we're this small little family. i guess when you work this closely together, the bonds form quick and strong. it's always a fistful of bitching (haha), happiness, and laughter. too bad dan and malcolm couldn't be around. i'm gonna miss you guys alot!

EDIT: 11.06am
thanks to melvin who let me drive his car yesterday...hehe. so, so far, i've driven 2 auto cars.. sigh. it's so frustrating! pa's overseas for a month, and the car is just sitting in the driveway rotting!! IF i had my damn licence, i'd be able to drive to work everyday instead of having to take the stupid woodlands transport!!!

also, i forgot to mention that i've officially quit working at the cafe. i'm gonna miss lots of things abt working there (i love waitressing!!) and NOT gonna miss some things, but ah well.

EDIT: 11.35am
it's only one month before i fly off. i am SO not ready for this. i haven't even started thinking about what i need to pack! i haven't met up with everyone yet! i haven't had time to stop, breathe, and bask in the love of my friends! i haven't...ahhhhhh!!! one month. ONE MONTH!!!!!!!!

EDIT: 4.26pm
uh oh. "please be advised that the sites that you visit are being logged". eep. they wouldn't be so wuliao as to go and read the contents of the sites right? (hello internet administrator are you reading this??) goodness kor was right. i should've listened to him.

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