so what i was saying was that i'm through with you. i've had enough. from today on i won't give a damn anymore. i've never seen such a self-centred, unappreciative person ever. i feel so stupid giving and giving.. i should have listened to yuying. she could sense it and she told me. kerk and stef too. i have such wonderful friends, and yet i let myself be used like that.. sigh. sorry guys..

i'm so tired, i'm falling sick, i need sleep so desperately. i don't know how much longer i can last.. falling sick is the most miserable thing that can happen. and just now i was crying out of extreme tiredness, frustration, everything.. and i told you. and what do you say in response? "sigh i so don't wanna go for my medical checkup tmr". follwed by "hey i'm tired i'm going to sleep". how many nights did i give up my sleep cos you were bothered by sth? how many times did i die through the subsequent days cos i just was so damn tired from lack of sleep? did i ever say anything abt it? did i ever say sorry i'm bloody tired go solve your own problems? you piece. of. stinking. shit.

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