i have a splitting headache.
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30 june, 5.03pm-- thanks deb for giving my lazy ass a good hard kick. i was bumming in front of the tv this afternoon when deb's panic-inducing sms came in. well, not exactly panic-inducing since i still managed to finish my show before i got into action, but you get the idea. sidetracking: the state of un-motivation i'm in is so bad that THE thing that gets me out of bed everyday is the fact that i'll miss the afternoon reruns. i'm serious. so anyway back to the point, i have just come back from a trip down to the photocopying shop and the post office (thank god for siglap) and my gimme-the-I20 form is happily on it's way to the US. i must be the only lousy last minute fool who still hasn't even gotten her I20 yet. SIGH. thanks deb.
-- i really need to get the script over and done with by today. i'm slowly forming the storyline and then it'll be down to the script itself. it's been stuck somewhere at the back of my head nagging at me since MARCH. like a brain tumour. i'll feel so much more relieved and less stressed once i get it done. see, that's another problem of mine. (i'm sidetracking again) i procrastinate and procrastinate. and the more i procrastinate the more stressed i get and the more i'm unable to get anything done. and i know what the source of stress is and what i should do, but i just don't. brilliant, huh.
-- goodbye pimples (i hope), goodbye binging, goodbye ridiculous cravings, goodbye that soft layer around my waist. hah. it's been about 2 weeks of sin. ba chor mee suppers after work at 2am, 9 slices of cakes in 2 days, monday suppers with francis & melvin (one week it was muddy mudpie, triple choc a la mode [the brownies] and a tiramisu latte at coffee club, the other week it was wedges, chicken nuggets, banana walnut cake, ice cream, tiramisu cheesecake and a smoothie at cartel), 2 dinners in one day (no kidding - dinner #1 was at a chinese restaurant, followed by mango pudding dessert, then cakes, THEN ma came back with dinner #2: a -box- of fried rice and you tiao and fried chicken which i happily ate up too), ice cream and more ice cream, cheesecake and more cheesecake (you can't say no to your boss can you? hehe). i hope today's HUGE lunch (1 plate spaghetti, 2 plates fried rice) marks the end of this craziness. wait, i'm meeting rachel for lunch tmr. ok so i'll extend it till tmr. after lunch tmr i better go back to normal. if not i'll probably suffer from Freshman 15 before even going over. haha.
-- day out with eikfeng last week was happy and right. i dunno it's hard to describe but i thoroughly enjoyed myself. :) and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind was beautiful. i'm so glad we finally managed to catch it. heh. (thinking if i should put up my favourite quotes)
6.03pm, out.
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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong |
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in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25 |
with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past
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of my life
rae's to-do list!i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.
rae's driving schedule |
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to my past
new home. - 01.09.04whoa. - 26.08.04 what came over me. - 18.08.04 too soon. - 12.08.04 :D - 10.08.04 |