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i'm suffering from some sort of disease. i'm quite sure of that. i just don't know what it's called. i really don't know who i am anymore. am i me? or am i what i want me to be? or am i what you want me to be? who am i? gimme awhile more here and i'll fall apart. i'll either have a nervous breakdown or become manic depressive or something. that's why i so desperately need to get out of here. it's as if i can't breathe anymore. i need to go away and start all over. they don't realise what they're doing to me, so you can hardly blame them. i just need to go away. one day i'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday. one day i'll fly away. fly, fly away. i think what stef said abt how whatever you can't get/find at home, you try to get/find elsewhere is quite true. my future boyfriend is so gonna regret asking me to be his girlfriend. imagine having to be with a psychotic possessive girlfriend who needs to know that you love her every other day. any guy would probably go nuts. (ogre where are you.)
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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong |
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in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25 |
with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past
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of my life
rae's to-do list!i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.
rae's driving schedule |
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to my past
new home. - 01.09.04whoa. - 26.08.04 what came over me. - 18.08.04 too soon. - 12.08.04 :D - 10.08.04 |