there was actually meant to be an entry on fairness. cos i was told "...it's not fair to her if you blahblah" and i found it so funny. so so funny. it's not fair to her? what about me? have any of you ever considered that? is it fair that all it took was, what, less than a week? is it fair that i was a mistake? is it fair that i'm supposed to care about whether it's fair to her or not? is it fair that a thought was never spared as to how i felt? but anyway that was a few days ago. -shrugs- nothing left to say now. no words left to speak.

don't be mistaken, i'm perfectly fine now. in fact, i'm quite happy. heh. worship practice yesterday started off a little shaky, but it ended awesomely. god is amazing. we just have to be willing to be used by him. i still have to work on the transitions though. but i trust that god will guide me, i have nothing to be stressed about! amen. :)

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