*roll eyes*|09.04.04|12:05 am
ugh. if there's one thing i absolutely can't stand, it's childishness. i've got all these feelings that i wanna express. but all i can think of now is ERWHRWRUIQUQIDHFIAHWERHWENFKSNCV. there has to be a limit to the crap i take from pple. i'm sick and tired of being the one that qian jius. i definitely need to find a guy who'll qian jiu me. jon my darling boy performed wonderfully tonight!!! i was totally blown away. he is my pride and joy! hahaha :) so anyway attending the concert tonight just reinforced my desire for my guy next time to actually understand and appreciate music, and not just go for the concerts cos *i* wanna go and end up falling asleep. or even if he doesn't fall asleep, like after the concert the most he can say is "yup it was good" or "hmm i dunno". terrible, cannot. hahaha.

so, i'm so frustrated that i'm venting it on food. like i'm stuffing my face. how terrible is that. and i still can't decide what to wear for good friday service tmr. gosh, how frivolous can i be. one last thing, i love muesli bars! mebbe i can go on a muesli bar diet. can someone pls give some advice here? is it "ok" or will it end up more fattening?

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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong

in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25

with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past

of my life
rae's to-do list!
i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.

rae's driving schedule
>Trial Test - 25/26 April
>Basic Theory Test - 28 April
>Practical 1 - 30 April
>Practical 2&3 - 1 June
>Practical 4 - 3 June
>Practical 5&6 - 4 June
>Practical 7&8 - 7 June
>Practical 9 - 8 June
>Practical 10 - 9 June
>Practical 11 - 10 June
>Practical 12 - 11 June
>Practical 13 - 6 July
>Practical 14 - 8 July
>Practical 15 - 9 July
>Final Theory 1 - 19 July
>Final Theory 2 - 19 July
>Final Theory 3 - 20 July
>Final Theory 4 - 21 July


to my past
new home. - 01.09.04
whoa. - 26.08.04
what came over me. - 18.08.04
too soon. - 12.08.04
:D - 10.08.04