standing at the edge.|14.01.04|10:13 pm
i got into some major shit in school today. feel damn crappy about it but feeling much better after being prayed for earlier. thank god for lynette, oon, edwin, pat, wendy, gabriel, gloria, stef. a summary would go something like: 2B refuses to listen to rae. rae plays music on player, 2B boy unplugs player while she's not looking, thinking it's very funny. player doesn't work when replugged. rae tries valiantly to regain attention of class. rae fails. pissed off rae walks out on the class, forgetting that they're only 7 year old primary 2 kids and not 14 year old sec 2 kids. 2B gets very "affected and traumatised" (quoting their form teacher). apparently teachers are not allowed to do such things. apparently, also, kid in rae's class as some sort of anxiety-related disorder. but no one tells rae even though they all know. (gah. see what i mean by the school being disorganised? how can a teacher not know this kinda thing?) possibility of parents calling up the school (no, i'm not over-reacting. parents here call up the school to ask why a certain worksheet's ticks are different from the rest. i'm not joking.) and shit for rae. but possibility has been wiped out by prayer. phew.

what was supposed to be an early day resting at home became a super long day (i just got back) cos today while teaching i receieved news about andy's father passing away. stef and i went down for the wake.. all the cell leaders were there except for 3. pray that god will be close to andy, val and his mom and the rest of the family too. we'll be going for the wake again tmr with the cell members..

everything is happening too fast. way too fast.

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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong

in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25

with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past

of my life
rae's to-do list!
i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.

rae's driving schedule
>Trial Test - 25/26 April
>Basic Theory Test - 28 April
>Practical 1 - 30 April
>Practical 2&3 - 1 June
>Practical 4 - 3 June
>Practical 5&6 - 4 June
>Practical 7&8 - 7 June
>Practical 9 - 8 June
>Practical 10 - 9 June
>Practical 11 - 10 June
>Practical 12 - 11 June
>Practical 13 - 6 July
>Practical 14 - 8 July
>Practical 15 - 9 July
>Final Theory 1 - 19 July
>Final Theory 2 - 19 July
>Final Theory 3 - 20 July
>Final Theory 4 - 21 July


to my past
new home. - 01.09.04
whoa. - 26.08.04
what came over me. - 18.08.04
too soon. - 12.08.04
:D - 10.08.04