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over-adrenaline.|04.04.04|12:32 pm
i'm updating from church! haha, using andy's computer. cool. i'm actually damn freaking tired but couldn't fall asleep cos pple keep coming in and out of the office. disgusting lack of sleep has left me feeling like absolute CRAP. the minute i walked into the sanctuary my friends were like whooaaa what's up with you. i just had no energy AT ALL to smile or say hi to pple. had a super moody face (i think) and just grunted my way through the day. and i'm gonna be in church for another 9 hours!! hahaha. really NEED s l e e p. anyway.
on friday night i joined some of my cell pple to go for elissa's choir concert! haha.. it made me feel really old. sitting in the auditorium, surrounded by screaming girls (they're worse than rgs), it hit me like a punch in the face. just 3 years ago, i was one of those screaming girls, but now i watched the whole spectacle with an odd sense of detachment, mildly ashamed on their behalf, and tsk-ing at the "younger generation". eek, i'm old. so it was a rather nostalgic night. generally, i think the rgs choir is alot better than the scgs one :P, in terms of creativity, voice quality, harmonising, etc. but i did thoroughly enjoy the song selection for the first half, especially "i will be here"!! i was in a local-food-mood so we had supper at newton circus after that. YUMMY. yesterday i had the bestest time ever. :) it was supposed to be a cell outing to the beach, but in the end only 6 of us turned up. haha. sam, peiyun, ezra, stef and albert, thanks for the laughter, for letting me be me. incidentally, it turned out to be the "core" group..as in we've all known each other for super long, and we are like the lao jiaos in our cell, being the oldest ones. so there was this heartwarming sense of cosiness.. i really don't know how to describe it, but it just makes you feel warm and loved and happy. like we're all totally at ease with one another, can talk abt anything under the sun, and the best part was that i could see this continuing for years and years to come. when ezra suggested that we should go hiking/holidaying together.. it just seemed..right. yup :) so i need to work harder to make sure that i won't be a liability. HAHA. so guess what, i walked from my house to east coast macs to meet them (abt 4km+) under a blazing 2pm sun, and now i have a rectangular red patch on each shoulder. it's quite hilarious, really. and a sleevelesstop-line. and a slipper-line (unbelievable). more hilarious, is the fact that we went to the beach, but we never really went to the beach. i.e. we went to east coast, but never set foot on the sand! nua-ed at macs, then found a stone bench to play cards. absolutely loooved the sea breeze and the company. :) then went to the lagoon food centre for dinner. MM MMMMM. LIP-SMACKING! haha. i can imagine kor drooling already. (met den and meiping along the way, how cool is that!) i totally overate. tried going parkway to play pool after that but the poolhall was too crowded, so we gave up waiting. and that was the end of my scruuuumptious day. whee. sigh. i die also wanna go for the 413 gathering on 10 april!!! 413 means so much to me.. but.. blah. yeah there's a BUT. but, there's tgigf on that day too!!! though it starts at 7pm officially, a b i d e . and duracell are in charge of doing the skit, so we gotta meet earlier to get it done. sighhhh. i feel like just asking them to settle it without me (after all, i'm already gonna write the script), so that i can at least spend a few hours with 413, but yet, i feel rather irresponsible doing that. sigh. but if say, i try to be in church by 6. means i have to leave sentosa by 4.45? and we're meeting at the mrt at 2, which means considering latecomers and stuff, we'll prob reach sentosa and settle done by 3.30. so i only get an hour plus with 413!!!! that sucks to the core. :( ANDANDAND. MIND GAMES is performing at esplanade that night too!!! MIND GAMES!! and they're only gonna perform for ONE night. and they are so SO DAMN GOOD!! but i'll have to miss it..bah. ooh i think 2nd service should be over soon. i need to meet andy and gloria. so i'm outta here!
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