bah.|29.03.04|11:47 pm
-shrugs- i had things to say, then i didn't. i felt stressed, then i didn't. i was upset, then i wasn't. i was tired, then i wasn't, then i was again. really don't have much to say anymore. words don't seem to mean as much as they used to. people cheapened them, so even when i mean what i say, people don't believe me. nothing much i can do eh. feels like i'm subsisting, not even existing, instead of living. creepy. shianni says when there's repetition in your life, god's trying to tell you sth. hmm. i don't know what to do anymore. haha. i swear my heart skipped a beat today, literally. i always wonder if people remember what i remember. cos if they do, how can they act like i don't exist? (then again, i don't even feel like i exist anyway) all i need to know is that they remember. all i need to know is that you remember.
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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong |
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in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25 |
with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past
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of my life
rae's to-do list!i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.
rae's driving schedule |
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to my past
new home. - 01.09.04whoa. - 26.08.04 what came over me. - 18.08.04 too soon. - 12.08.04 :D - 10.08.04 |