-|23.02.04|10:11 am
i'm never good enough for any of you, am i? no matter how hard i try it's always not good enough. i always screw up somewhere. somehow it's always my fault. sometimes i wonder why i even bother trying.

oh guess what, i have to go now, cos i have 7 consecutive periods. and they bitch to the principal that i "always seem so tired" and blahblah when they don't even teach 7 periods a day, and theirs is spaced out, mind you. and they say "oh you're so lucky you don't have to do any marking". i don't have to do any marking? i wish. i take more periods than any of them a day, i have marking to do, lessons to plan, etc, and i haven't even gone through whatever bloody NIE training. and what do i get in return? bitched about for "slacking". thank you.

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