mid day madness.|13.04.04|3:04 pm
feeling so lost. and i don't even know why. haha. just when i think i've made my decision as to which uni to go to, i receive another set of letters from ALL 3 unis and i'm thrown back into the arms of indecision. as if it wasn't hard enough to decide already. argh. i need endorphins. i just don't know what to do. i try to make use of all the time i'm given. i try to pack my day with activity. but all i'm doing is avoiding reality, or pushing reality to the last minute, not giving it the priority that i should. then reality always comes around and slaps me in the face. i want chocolate. hahaha. and i realised that i'll never make it for gelare's tuesday half-price waffles cos i have tuition tuesday nights! unless i go after tuition by which time it'll be so crowded. they should make their ice cream half-price, not the waffles! hey in that case it doesn't matter if i go on a tuesday or not cos actually i want the ICE CREAM. everyone's doing something with their life. what am i doing with mine?!
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so hard to keep it going
don't make me want to give up
running, running as fast as we can
i really hope we'll make it
(do you think we'll make it)
running, keep holding my hand
so we don't get separated
[running: no doubt]
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on my mind
i'll sing Your praises forever/deeper in love with You/here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne/i've found where i belong |
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in my heart
For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses or forfeits himself? --Luke 9:25 |
with my love
barnabas chamber chengyee dalglish debbie edward eikfeng esther jonathan karen li-ou natalie stefanie wenen zachary zhu design diaryland past
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of my life
rae's to-do list!i don't feel like doing anything. bleh.
rae's driving schedule |
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to my past
new home. - 01.09.04whoa. - 26.08.04 what came over me. - 18.08.04 too soon. - 12.08.04 :D - 10.08.04 |