so church camp rocked. i loved it cos i got to spend time with peiyun, and we discovered that we were perfect room mates.. we were like a total match. and it was so nice and comfortable and right lying in bed every night and just talking abt stuff, as if we had been friends for years (when in fact we've only known each other less than a year). i also got to spend more time with my cell group girls - georgie especially - and strengthen our bonds. and of course most importantly, the sermons were super power-packed!! like whoa, i never knew all that stuff!!! very interesting.. but it was also a GET FAT camp. every day: wake up, eat breakfast, sit down for sermon, eat lunch, shop/sleep, eat dinner, sit down for sermon, sleep. and the food was good so i kept eating.. hehe. i could feel my spare tyre today every time i had to kneel down to serve something at work.

i better go take my bath and sleep. i actually fell asleep after typing the last paragraph, with my hands still poised at the keyboard and all. sigh, i feel horrible. i don't know why i'm in such a bad mood, and i really want someone who'll be here for me (right now), listen to me, cheer me up.. basically someone who i matter to. who cares. yes i know it's all about me me me. i'm feeling rather selfish right now i guess. BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

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